If you are an ex-Muslim, and living under fears and dangers, then you will be helped by these organizations:
- https://exmuslims.org/asylum-resources/ (US-specific, but might be able to help abroad too)
- https://www.rainbowrailroad.org - LGBTQI people of all faiths and none needing advice and escape.
- https://help.unhcr.org/ - Information for Refugees, Asylum-seekers and Stateless People
You can also try r/IWantOut at reddit.